I
usually don't write my blog out on a post, rather I hear them in my head all
day long. Within me lives a quiet voice, and it's that voice that
narrates my own life right back at me as I live it out! My experiences
are quickly put into lyrical words so effortlessly it is as if my brain were
breathing:
inhale
life, exhale a story,
inhale
feelings, and exhale a poem.
My
mind is in a constant state of thinking, analyzing, taking in human
observation, and daydreaming. With so much activity going on upstairs I think
my own mind had to come up with some kind of a method to organize and store all
the story telling that goes on, so it created a "voice" (which
actually is just me telling a story to.... well, me. Ha).
Often
these mental blog are beautifully "written” out in my head. My stories
usually have a good guy (a good friend) and bad guy (not so good friend),
lessons learned and advice given,
seasons of facing adversity and falling, and seasons of facing adversity and tasting sweet
triumph! I also like remind myself of my faith and I do a lot of talking
with God because at the end of the day, the truth is...
I
have no control over anything, but God does
I
usually don't write this much and for that matter nor do I share this much!
But I'm hoping that will change, because lately my finger tips have been
aching to write down more then just my poems, I think it's time to start
sharing a little more of me and my story because maybe.
Just
maybe.
My
struggle with depression.
My
adversities.
My
mistakes.
My
faith and testimony
Just
may help you. As I start sharing a little more of myself maybe you can
identify with a small part of my story and perhaps a word or two I say may
bless you.